Hello

Hello, it's been awhile. I've been thinking about the way I used to be. Believe it or not there are times when I used to be happy. Truly happy. Little kid happy.Now, I'm cynical and mean. I don't mean to be it's just at some point I just forgot how to behave. I hide away. I used to work at job where everyone there was apathetic and cynical about everything and I used to FUCKING hate those guys. Now I'm one of them. What the fuck?